Friday, March 03, 2006
Wicked And Lazy
I'm lazy with my girlfriend a thousand times a day I'm lazy when I'm speaking, I'm lazy when I walk I'm lazy when I'm dancin' and I'm lazy when I talk I open up my mouth, it comes rushin' out Nothin', doin' nadda, never, how you like me now? Wouldn't it be mad, wouldn't it be fine Lazy, lucky lady, dancin', lovin' all the time I-I-I-I'm wicked and I'm lazy Ooooh, don't you wanna save me Some folks they got money an' some folks lives are sweet Some folks make decisions an' some folks clean the streets, now Imagine what it feels like, imagine how it sounds Imagine life is perfect an' everything works out No tears are fallin' from my eyes I'm keepin' all the pain inside Now don't you wanna live with me? I'm lazy as a man can be! I-I-I-I'm wicked and I'm lazy Ooooh, don't you wanna save me Imagine there's a girlfriend, imagine there's a job Imagine there's an answer, imagine there's a God Imagine I'm a Devil, imagine I'm a Saint Lazy money, lazy sexy, lazy outta space! No tears are fallin' from my eyes I'm keepin' all the pain inside Now don't you wanna live with me? I'm lazy as a man can be! I-I-I-I'm wicked and I'm lazy Ooooh, don't you wanna save me Lazy when I work, lazy on the bed Screamin' all you like, but it only fades away I'm lazy when I'm prayin', lazy on the job Got a lazy mind, a lazy eye, a lazy lazy father Hard men, hard lives Hard keepin' it all inside Good times, good God I'm so lazy I almost stop! *cough* I-I-I-I'm wicked and I'm lazy Ooooh, don't you wanna save me I-I-I-I'm wicked and I'm lazy Ooooh, don't you wanna save me ~ Lazy, X-press feat. David Byrne *** Nikki's coming home. She has been away for almost two weeks, to sort out her bits and pieces with PWC. I am sure that BGF is glad that she is back and this time, for good. This time Nikki will tell BGF, "I love you long time" and mean it without having to fly 13 hours back to Manchester. Super Yay! Two girlfriends are definitely better than one! And tonight as the sun sets, my whole universe morphs into swirls and flashes of colours - to a space and time where I feel I could live forever. I tried explaining this sensation to others but I am sure that they did not comprehend the magnitude of the feelings I get inside. I would not be suprised if they think I took some illicit drugs and see those swirls of colours. But no, I do not need any to see splashes of light dancing along people and things. Or to feel like everything is passing by me at the fastest and yet slowest speed; where I feel as if I had achieved higher consciousness. Some moments are so strong that I feel I am emitting vibrations and each touch or bump transfers some amount of vibrations or hormones. Which is why I think I am addicted to AB. Many months were spent accidentally but seductively touching each other as we moved around; be it to dance and wiggle wiggle, to stand by each other, to walk from the table to the console, to bump into each other in our hurry to go somewhere etc. I swear I could feel electricity flowing from my body to his. Anyway it is Friday and I am excited. Put on my best dancing shoes and head into town. I have been worked wayyyyyyyyy too hard. The regular crowd is calling for back-ups since Chinese New Year when I sort of disappeared from the face of the earth – if earth had only parties and vodka sessions. ***** Small Talk R is now conditioned to salivate each time he sees me because I am now associated to the blessed water from Heaven. I sent him a text message asking what he was doing over the weekend and all he could think of was vodka. Damn! ***** Labels: Emo |